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TEACHING TIP: PSYCHIC CONNECTION HOW TO - TRUE STORY TESTIMONIAL
by Deidre Madsen
I have been asked to add something very personal here; a true story of one of the early experiences I've had as an intuitive/psychic which may give you a greater understanding of what I do. I am happy to share this story but please understand, I am carefully sharing this to avoid privacy infringement, so all references, names and location are changed or removed entirely to protect those involved.
This story occurred some years ago when a friend added my name and email address to the "Healium List"; which is a tongue-in-cheek play on words but the list primarily contained psychics and healers from all over. One day I received an email from a doctor out east who practiced in the western medicine tradition asking those on the Healium List for assistance.
This doctor had a female patient who was confounding him as well as others in the medical field, specialists and so on. The doctor gave the name of the patient and asked all on the list to check this person out because he was at his wits end and felt like this was his last resort - to turn to the psychic community for insight. I read the email and sat there for a moment wondering if I should help, you see I wasn't exactly strongly into a practice at that point in time and my confidence was slim; yet, something inside of me said I should just do it. So, I did. I sat there, hit REPLY, and began typing.
In my mind, I saw this woman flipping switches off in this private room of hers, which appeared to be a room inside of her and all the switches were her online systems (i.e., endocrine, nervous, etc.). So this is what I wrote him. I said, "Hey, this gal is shutting down everything inside. It's pre-planned, pre-meditated, a conscious choice on her part."Then I felt or "heard" that I should be finding out what the doctors and specialists should do next. I then understood that she was tricking these doctors and giving them a set of false symptoms as a diversion. She was very clever, very prepared and very focused on her intent. I then felt or heard that I should provide information to the doctors themselves. I should get more information as to what the doctors should do about this delimma with this woman.
Now, it was at this point my own confidence in myself began to really waver, I thought, oh, my gosh I can't be asking this, these are established, licensed medical professionals; they're not going to listen to me, who am I?!? Still, I just couldn't stop the whole process midway; and so resumed typing. I then added in the email that the doctors should begin psychologically tricking her to reveal her true symptoms and then, finally, they could really get at the root of the issues and help her. I signed my name and hit the SEND button, adding a little prayer as it electronically travelled to the doctor.
About a week later I received a response from him stating basically, "Thank you very much for your response. We appreciate your help but in fact she is not exhibiting any of the behaviors you mentioned. But thank you for trying." I sat there and read that and thought, Well, darn I thought I had this gift, this ability to be psychically connected and I thought I had it sort of figured out how to do it. I guess I was wrong. I guess maybe sometimes it doesn't work or something. And so I sighed, let it go and went on with life.
A month later I received another email from that same doctor. I was very surprised and wondered why he wrote. I clicked it open and read the first line and broke down crying. For a while I could not bear to read further. I could hardly move, I was so devastated. The first line of the email basically said, "We should have listened to you."It was at this point I knew it was too late. I went on to read that she had not only killed herself but she also killed her boyfriend. She had apparently gone to stay with her parents, took her two children with her and one night, taken a gun that was purchased a week earlier, and shot him, then herself, and left behind her children in the next room at her parents home. Perhaps she hoped her parents would take in her children and also handle her and her boyfriend's bodies. That's my assumption, only. And I am basing this on the fact that I recall even now her strong-willed conscious, calculated choice to "shut herself down."
Afterwards, the family and the doctor asked me to ask her (on the other side of the veil) what happened; to investigate further whether it was a homocide or suicide. However, by then I received a clear message: "No," not to do this and to let it go. This was hugely traumatic for everyone involved, including me, to say the least; however, what did happen was that I really began to realize that I did indeed have a gift, a gift of second sight, of intuition, of deep knowing. So I began to take myself seriously and wanted to help others despite the potential for this kind of emotional pain and trauma. I began to help locate missing children, pets and so on. And my gifts of helping connect loved ones with their family members and friends (and pets) on the other side also blossomed because of this experience; even though in the case of this female patient I did not cross that boundary or line, my gifts really grew. Maybe I did the right thing, karmically, and these gifts grew because of it.
Today, I have accumulated many true and amazing stories to share of events and occurrences, predictions in relationships, travel and more that come true thorugh my readings. I am eternally grateful for these gifts of the Ruach Ha Kodoish to YHWH, Great Creator, Great Spirit, Wakan Tonka and to my I AM. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
FURTHER THOUGHTS
I think if you're going to do this kind of work you have to really, REALLY know when to speak and when not to. When to share and what to share and if you have something strong to share, do it gracefully, do it compassionately.
Also, one of the biggest hang ups I still have is when I am working with someone who is super skeptical. I guess I still struggle with allowing their fears to interfere with my readings, so sometimes I just can't do a reading, it is as simple as that. So I won't. I have to be true to myself too. And, on that note, I also have to be "working" on myself; healing my fears, my issues, my struggles because I also believe that we as healers have to be healed too in order to be as clear as possible to be present and of service fully. It's like the "physician heal thyself" adage; I take that very seriously and am constantly working on myself to improve myself, heal myself, grow in my inner illumination.I hope this little story helps you understand me a bit more, and maybe it'll help you in your life on some level. I am always trying to help people help themselves and see that they too have a great gift of natural intuition and psychic ability; it is a part of what I incorporate in my readings because I am careful not to dis-empower others.
Readings aren't to be used to tell you what to do or tell you how to live your life; you aren't to live your life by what other people say; which is true dis-empowerment. Rather, readings are to be used to help you validate your own innate intuition. And one day you will be able to stand on your own two feet and just know inside and feel how good it feels to trust yourself and your own inner guidance. Aho!
Namaste,
Deidre Madsen
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